There is no such thing as true love or any type of happiness. Life is FUCKED, Love is FUCKED, everything is just FUCKED!!!! Nothing lasts for ever but anger resentment hate tears scars broken hearts. Still I love the man I have been with for the past 8 months, if thats what I will hold on to then thats what will keep me going in life, memories of what was but wasnt gonna last forever.
Note to those in a shitty relationship; if your girl says that she loves you and cares for you and you know deep down she does…dont make things up in your head and base your relationship off of that. Learn to listen, even with you heart. Thats goes for you guys and girls….and yeah ill write more later!
Since the day that we first met, I have had butterflies in my stomach and the feelings have never gone away. If someone tell me what we have isnt love all I can do is laugh and tell them they dont know what love is. My love for you is never ending on earth or in heaven…it will live on and on forver and a day <3 My heart is broken into millions of pieces. I cannot believe things are over. I love you with everything inside of me, I tried to show you that you were my world. The first real relationship I have ever had. I swear on my grave to you that you will be the first, last, amd only man I can and will ever love. My heart will always belong to you and will always love care for and cherish everything about you. Darling I wanted to give you the most perfect life because its what you deserve. I know im not perfect I failed countless times, but everytime I got back up on my feet determinted to get it right. Im devastated that I have brought something between us, that we both may never see eye to eye, heart to heart. One day I hope that we will and I pray and hope that day comes soon. Six months is all its been but I feel like thats the only six months that I have lived my entire 20 years on this world. Is religion going to drive us apart? I know it changes things between us but the only thing it changes of my feelings for you is that I will have a much stronger love and desire for you that God will give me. Ill never say goodbye and I hope its not the end forever. In my heart youll always be <3